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Its really random but i actually have time to lay down and not worry about something. Wether it is my family, school, friends, work, etc etc etc. I have a moment where i can just lay and think. I feel like im kinda wasting my time writing this now where i could just be laying down and relaxing but i wanted to jot it down before i do. I miss having this feeling of vulnerability. My bed is my one area were i can pull down this shield that i have up constantly, a shield that blocks away alot of different things(not gonna get into it). But i just have this time now for myself where i could let that shield down and its great. This time i have for myself has not happend for a while just because im always so busy with alot of different things. I just like it. It allows me to let go of a lot of things. Just ranting at this point. idk why im saying all these things im just kinda typing. I havent posted anything on tumblr in a while but i guess this is gonna be the latest thing. hope people can relate but if not… meh i dont care lol.